Life has been. Well... life, lately. I don't usually (read : ever) discuss my personal life on DA unless it's photo related. I guess I feel like I just needed an outlet that I'm pretty positive NO ONE involved will ever see.


To make a very long drawn out story short, I went through a pretty gnarly, dramatic breakup. It had been a couple months when I finally ran into her at a mutual hangout. We were civil, even friendly. It made me question the whole philosophy I've had regarding whether or not exes can be friends. I know that right now it's still out of the question but I wonder, maybe someday.

This was the second --serious-- relationship I've had. The last girl I dated for any length of time lasted 5 years, this one was only 10 months and I can say without a doubt I felt for her just as much as I did the last girl, maybe even more. It's funny how you can grow so close to someone so quickly and how it can all be lost just as fast.

I try to live my life without regrets and I know there isn't anything I could've done differently to make it work. Every now and then though...I wish there was. So this one's for you Tracey, I know you'll never ever read this but know that I love you and miss you, and I hope that life pans out exactly the way you want it